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Somewhat at peace

Tue Jul 21, 2009, 4:23 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: The Ocean
  • Playing: Prototype
  • Eating: Random snack foods
  • Drinking: Martinis (on my 5th ^^)
So I am at the Florida keys riht now in fact as I am writing this I am sitting at the dock of the house just watching the ocean... If anything else it brings me temporary peace lol I love the ocean so much I wish I had a boat to just sail away right now and just disappear for a while, but I don't so it's only wishful thinking. I have hanging out with a lot of friends in miami I recently thanks to my friend sempei, got addicted to Code Geass which BTW is an amazing anime the main character kinda reminds me of Light from death note lol. But for the most part until recently my mind has been a battlefield I have not had 1 peaceful thought and only just now has it finally calmed down I have been doing a lot of thinking and questioning my own self worth labeling myself a monster sometimes and at other times not, but in general I have been fronting a lot to my family and friends so that they do not worry about me but slowly that front has been coming down and I often find myself in a state of neutrality. Even as I sit here a look out at the sea all I can think about is the past how much I wish I could go back and make things right... I know I have said it before but I feel like a part of me has been ripped apart and I can't do anything to fix it... But ultimatly I need to move on as hard and as difficult as that is and will be I need to because I need to regather my strengh and become a better man... So to all those who have lent me theirs and have listened to my stupid rants and heard me cry i say Thank you for all that, and thank you for showing me I am not alone... And to you the Love of my life, I say that because no matter how cling I got I never meant to, all I wanted was to make you happy and I am still and forever will be sorry for not bringing you that happiness that I promised. Jessica I will always now, and forvever love you and eveyone else will always be second place, because in my heart there will always be you... Thank you for loving me. this is gonna be the last time I write like this because I will not allow myself or anyone else hurt anymore I am quite done hurting... So again thank you guy's for everything I promise I will get better and be a better person.

~Seph07

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  • Current Residence: Florida
  • Interests: Still to many..
  • Favourite movie: A lot
  • Favourite band or musician: AC/DC, Metallica, classic rock
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock,Trance, Classical, Oldies and German rap.
  • Favourite artist: A lot also
  • Favourite poet or writer: non
  • Favourite photographer: ???
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PS3, Xbox 360, Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nicolas D. Wolfwood
  • Personal Quote: Sooner Or later...
  • Tools of the Trade: My mind, and paper

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